my name is jiaqian. okay, you know that. now try saying it.

so people keep asking me how to say it and some anon commenter asked me to make a voice post, which i can't since only america, canada etc support voice posts.

i can however, upload it to zshare. so here goes :D

rofl i even sing a bit. be warned.

think of him as... a american-chinese nickhun with waaay better vocals.

his name is anthony and is of chinese and american parentage. he's not a star, just a kid who appeared a few times on a singing contest to challenge the contestants. if you wanna watch, don't just stop halfway, because the whole thing will just make you melt.



he may not be the best singer (this video doesn't show his singing abilities..), but when he sings, this smile just appears on my face and i'm completely mesmerized. he has that ability to catch the attention of every single audience member and he portrays the emotions in the songs extremely well. thats why he's so attractive. his ability to tell stories in a song. of course his beautiful babyish face and sexy chinese scores him some added points.

like one comment said, 听他唱歌会忘了呼吸. you forget to breathe while listening to him

not many singers have stage presence but he does.

(edit: his first cf came out a few days ago!
and... bonus :D )

:D i think i'm hooked onto rating communities.

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VOTE FOR ME PLEASE?

LOL! what kind of dance is that? 

  

loving the marrionette-style dancing.
the crawling or the writhing or the awkward rapping... not so much.
and everyone is just lying there which could be hot. but for some reason, i laughed out loud once or twice.

i see a little bit of heartbreaker in there! :D
and cheerleading moves. really now?

but JUNHO! GUYLINER!

this has been a bad week for noonas. now that their favourite lee seunggi is down with swine flu, how can they concentrate on work and other less important matters? "must send get well soon presents now!"

 

( pretty sucky event, if you ask me. )

 

and just curious,
hey friend list!
BEAST OR MBLAQ?
personally i choose beast, because their vocals are more stable and their members just seem to go the downtoearth concept while the mblaq boys are just trying to be stars. (and also, doojoon+yoseob so freaking cute together)
i'm so beast biased right now its not even normal xD
edit_ YOU GAIS HOW CUTE IS THIS? i don't know what to say anymore. i'm officially hooked T______T
and i told myself no new fandoms...
"i'm pabo, you pabo... kamsahaeyo... everybody pabo.. yes baby~"
LEADER SHOULD NOT JUST DOTE ON ONE MEMBER D<
NEW OTP ALERT.

omg kpopppp why must you do this to every one of my obsessions?! you have been so damn disagreeable lately D:< give me some good news already!

ONE MORE WEEK.
ONE MORE WEEK AND TUKUTZ WILL BE MARRIED. (this i'm fine with, even though i just lost one of my daydreaming subjects)
ONE MORE WEEK AND TUKUTZ WILL BE ENLISTING. (its THIS i'm dying about)
and donghae's birthday no less.

i've been afraid of this for so long.
i knew that i would never get to see them live. knew it but i'm still so crushed.
because god, TWO WHOLE YEARS.

don't you have some existing injury or SOMETHING that can shorten the enlisting time?

oh great. now i have to go back to studying biology because i'm not supposed to be online but i had this hunch...

to say that i'm shocked is the understatement of the year.

its just one bad news after another. but this time i'm taking it way worse than tablo's (my obsession for two years) marriage. with this to top off my last few crappy weeks (save for ss501's fanmeeting of course), i feel like crying but thats wasting my tears.

still.

JAEBUM CAN'T LEAVE DAMMIT.

2pm has been the highlight of my life. i've been feeling down a lot and 2pm has helped me cheer up. the albums done. 2pm is left without a leader. without an ICON. what now?

stupid antis.
seriously now, suicide pact?
so the kid said some really bad things four years ago. is that really worth killing yourself over?
FORGIVE AND FORGET YOU lksajal.

ohmygod i'm letting this effect me way more than i should.

OHMYGOD I KNEW IT.

tablo twittered that he had good news a few days ago and i twittered back "does good news include marriage?"

AND YES IT DOES.

 

AND A CHILD.

now the image of them having sex is forever stuck in my mind :|
(thank you, old boy forproviding that image)

heart is breaking somewhere deep inside me but i guess i'm disbelief since i just feel numb?

or am i just truly blessing them? IDK.
*SOBS FOR BLOHYUK*

i was shopping for a pretty notebook to jot down all my ramblings when i saw this floorlength poster with two models advertising the opening of a shop and i went, "huh. this looks like jokwon."

my sis squinted at the pic. "this is jokwon."

and then we just went itno fangirl!mode, giggling and spazzing in the middle of the crowded shopping complex: "askjka gah it IS jokwon hahahahahahhaha!"

in that mall, you can find go ara and janggeunsuk (etude house, even though they changed it to lee minho in korea), goo hyesun (a cute shop that has a korean name roughly translated into 'the boy carrying flowers', baeyoungjun (faceshop, replacing kwon sangwoo) and jeon jihyun (some shampoo i forgot). there used to be boa for nike but they took that down :(

i'm going to miss this fangirling when sis leaves for aussie D:

for someone who hates html as much as me, i'm just glad i got this sorted out :D


☆epikjunior fanfiction masterlist


list still isn't quite complete. working on it.


/kinda held up lately though. my aunts in the hospital for something cancerous and there's a lot of things going on right now D:/

happy birthday yesung

:D which reminds me, i completely forgot it was kibum's birthday three days ago!

i never forget birthdays. i even remember the birthdays of my ex-classmates 4 years ago.

all of you in my flist!
whenever its anyone's birthday, there'll be all these pic spams and wishes (especially hyukjae, there was a big fuss over hyukjae) and lol now i know you guys stand on the same side as me on this kibum business- kibum who?

he was once my favourite. sigh. whatever happened? i guess a lot of things can happen in three and a half years.

i can give a lecture about kpop, about. everything that happened in the past three years and all the hit songs and all the people that debuted.
at least i could.
all these new people i'm not interested in keep popping up D:

SO HE'S 29.
one year away from 30 and bby, that's ancient (over a quarter of a century!) but
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALL THE SAME
and idk, I LOVE YOU?
i've been stalking him for two years...

THE ALBUM. probably buying it off itunes if that thing with my sister's credit card works out (you'll think she'll be looser with her card she didn't get me a present) but eh, caved and listened.
unless you know, anyone wants to send me a late birthday present. *cough*
but i'm not really a fan of dance. would prefer drunken tiger or the previous album much more.

and i'm kinda excited. going out with a friend who came back from canada tomorrow.

kpop is becoming so... MAINSTREAM.

( and i hate it. here's a rant. )
please, gimme some kpop song recs?
not just new songs, cause i'm pretty sure i know most of the new songs, but older ones as well.

k.will can keep up with outsider?

respect, baby. that's what i feel.

btw, the child incident with park jihun? my heart just broke into little pieces.
i loved that guy! and you can see why?

stolen from EVERYONE in my f-list xD

1. Your Middle Name:
2. Age:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favourite Film:
5. Favourite Song or Album:
6. Favourite Band/Artist:
7. Dirty or Clean:
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:
9. Do we know each other outside of LJ?
10. What's your philosophy on life?
11. Is the bottle half-full or half-empty?
12. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?
13. What is your favorite memory of us?
14. What is your favorite guilty pleasure?
15. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
16. You can have three wishes (for yourself, so forget all the 'world peace etc') - what are they?
17. Can we get together and make a cake?
18. Which country is your spiritual home?
19. What is your big weakness?
20. Do you think I'm a good person?
21. What was your best/favorite subject at school?
22. Describe your accent:
23. If you could change anything about me, would you?
24. What do you wear to sleep?
25. Trousers or skirts?
26. Cigarettes or alcohol?
27. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together? (If you have no idea, just say something crazy, it'll entertain me!)

::The Fic Wish List Meme:: stolen from hyuknice 

The Rules...

♥ List 1-10 pairings/prompts that you have been dying to read. Maybe it's a really rare pairing or something you've requested on any of the past smut memes which haven't been fulfilled.
♥ When you see this posted on your friends' journals, you may do one of the following:
- Write it.
- Link to one that's already been written, whether by you or someone else.
- Nothing, but that's just mean >.<
♥ There are no length or rating limits, and prompts may be duplicated(and please do not hesitate to do so). Be specific in your prompts particularly in reference to preferred smut content, seme/uke order, and any other requirements that may hinder your appreciation of the fic.
♥ There is no deadline for this, but once your ten prompts have been written to your satisfaction you are welcome to make a new post starting over. You may write your own prompts if you want. If your tastes change, you can certainly switch out one prompt for another at any time.

What I like:
♥ AU. i don't care WHAT but i just love AU fics.
♥ angst is fine if it ends with smut. angst is not fine otherwise~
♥ lol smut :D
♥ crack!

The Pairings and Prompts...
♥ any pairing, high school/college au.
♥ tablo/hyukjae: teacher/student is sexy.
♥ tablo/hyukjae: WGM!verse. (here's the one i wrote if it helps.)
♥ hyukjae/donghae: my original otp before blohyuk pushed them over.
♥ donghae/kibum: i haven't read them in ages. kibum is only fun in fic!world D:
♥ tablo/hyukjae/donghae ot3
♥ beast smut. dooseob preferably.
♥ 2pm smut. anyone. they're so straight. guh.
♥ 2pm/superjunior crossover :D
♥ 2pm/beast crossover

♥ if i'm free, i'll return you a fic :D